(If you read Swedish, and tiny tiny letters, you’ll find that the circled ‘event’ in my schedule reads “Vila forifan”)
So, I officially lost it. Well not yet but I am scheduled to next month. The picture above is a screendump from my daily schedule.
As mentioned – I’d be busy. But this is ridiculous; gone from scheduling sporadic meetings to – scheduling the one evening (a’ month) of “resting”.
This stress is perfectly cool for me if it weren’t for one thing: it’d destroy my life if I can’t make it in time.
By destroy I mean “in a series of events, get me kicked out of Japan”.
If it were something like “loose 10000$” I’d have motivational stress. This time I’d say it’s more of a hair-loosing-, impotence-encouraging-, heart-burning sensation of crushing stress. And that’s not good for anyone.
But it was expected. One might even say it was…..planned.
omg.